Happy Happy.

 It’s the last day of 2011. 
It’s so very hard to believe that an entire year has passed and we’re about to entire a new year with tons of new possibilities. 
It blows my mind to think about. 
This past year has presented me with many trials and many moments that have brought deep questions within my Spirit. 
In April my pastor stepped down due to adultery. 
Within the following months many people were manipulated and turned against the leadership, including myself, and after months of praying, discernment, direction, fellowship, etc we finally closed the church in the fall. 
It broken my heart, in more ways than one. 
I went on a date or two this past year and have talked to a few gentleman, and am still talking to a few.
However i’m happy with where i am. Genuinely happy.
I don’t have to be in a relationship to define me, nor do i need to be constantly focused on it. 
Just some random thoughts. 
I’m still on the journey looking for a church and it is much harder than i originally thought. I’ve found two churches that i enjoy and one that i feel could be my next home. I’ll have to continue to pray about it and see where the Lord leads me to go…the one church is further away from where i live and it would be hard for me to get involved in the fellowship of the church. 
Much to think about. 
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I’m thinking about where my future is heading…what lies in store for me in regards to ministry. I’ve always stood so solid on the fact that the Lord has called me into ministry. However since having it stripped from me and having my students taken away and loosing a church has brought me to my knees and i don’t know what is in store for me. I’ve always believed that i’m called to be a Youth Ministry and now…now i’m struggling. I’m sure that i am, i’m sure that my calling has not changed, i’m just in a stand still and completely and totally broken. 
Please be in prayer for me in regards to this situation. 
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I’ve been doing some updating around the house, i thought i would share the latest…
I painted the hallway. 
I painted the gray last night and today with some help of maria and bo i did the stripes. 
Enjoy the pictures…
And I DO NOT KNOW WHY THEY ARE SIDEWAYS…imagine me yelling. That is so frustrating. 
 
 
 
 

Have a Happy New Year!! 
I hope to hear from all of you soon. 

I meant to write more but i’m currently watching a tv show and i’m not completely focussed.