more bs at work

Boy I have so much to write about but just havent had the motivation to do ANYTHING. Let’s see I’ll start with why I wrote the entry which would be more b.s at work. It never seems to end does it? Yesterday we had creamed turkey which we have to put in bowls so we were did some up ahead of time but were only able to do like 5 big trays with 24 on each one so we were out by the 2nd lunch period. We also had to serve green beans and mashed potatoes. I started out doing the bowls and the mashed potatoes but when we ran out I told the guy I work with that I would just scoop up the cream turkey and asked him if he could do the potatoes and green beans which he was cool with. So we were doing that for a little while until my manager came over to the window while the kids were going through none the less and started yelling at me saying why was he doing the beans and the potatoes and that I was supposed to be doing the potatoes and the creamed turkey and that I was in charge in the kitchen so I should be doing more than him. So we started doing it the way she wanted us to but I was getting behind so the guy started doing the potatoes here and there and she came back again and said why aren’t you listening to me I told you to do the potatoes and how I got more hours than he did and all this other b.s.

We get a break in between the kindergarteners and the 1st grade so I was doing up more creamed turkey so I wouldn’t have to scoop so much of it and she came back telling the other guy that she was writing me up because I didn’t listen to her and how not to follow my lead and that I was making him do all the work because I was lazy and some other crap I don’t remember. It pissed me off but I kept my mouth shut because if I would have opened it I would have cussed her out because she assumes she knows why I do things wrong but she has no fucking clue. There was one time I was doing the grapes and concentrating on them and she’s talking about sandwiches or some other shit and so after I was done I asked her about whatever it was and she was like I already said that but obviously you weren’t listening to me because you didn’t want to and all this crap. To myself I was thinking I was concentrating on what I was doing because it needed to be done ASAP and how if I was listening to what she said and doing what I was supposed to be doing it would throw me off. I asked the guy if he felt like I made him do everything and he said no so goes to show she has no fucking clue what she’s talking about. Nobody at the school really likes her anyway so I’m not too worried about it.

Some other stuff that has been going on not related to work but my son. Last Thursday my husband caught our son trying to set a roll of bright orange duct tape on fire. We definitely weren’t happy about the whole situation so we contacted a place in our town that works with mental health in kids. This place has a worker that comes to my son’s school along with a few other schools and talks with my son once every 2 weeks. So we went and discussed things with them about the whole situation because this is the 2nd time as far as we know that he has tried to set something on fire. So there is a 24 hour number we can call so we did and they sent out a worker to come talk to my son to see if he was a danger to himself or others which thankfully the worker said he didn’t need to be hospitalized and that they would be coming to talk to him once or twice a week so we are happy about that.

So lately I haven’t been the most motivated person maybe because I was worried about what was going to happen to my son and the whole crappy work situation but I’m trying to get motivated like today I’m trying to get my house looking awesome.