Depression

My days have been wasting away.  I haven’t really be accomplishing much because I haven’t really been under the pressure to do things.  So I’ve spent a few hours each day just sitting idly instead of doing something – anything.  It’s causing me to have some slight depression because I seem stagnant.  I have a few things that have been keeping me in good moods though.

I’ve been playing Final Fantasy VII with the intent to actually finish it this time.  I’ve also recently started this new game called Kingdom of Loathing.  It’s an free online game that’s quite humorous.  I have a 7-lbs Ghost Pickle on a Stick that helps me when I fight people.  And as the class "Saucerer" I just bought an attack spell called "Stream of Sauce."  Jules is playing as a "Noodlemancer."  It’s a really cute game, but you are limited on how much you can really play on it.

I’ve also been playing Battlefield 2 with him, but it’s starting to get frustrating.  The servers with decent players and fun maps are either full or end up crashing soon after we join and the servers that are stable and have room are full of dickhead players.

But there’s a new game that Jules showed me called Virtual Magic Kingdom.  You can create a character that basically lives in Disney’s Magic Kingdom and do quests and interact with people and such.  It’s cute.

These, and the knowledge that I’ll be visiting Jules in a little over a month is what sustains me.