Any minute now

Oh my god.  I have been so incredibly horny lately.  Thank god I’m visiting my boyfriend in a month and I can get some lovin’ from him.  There are times when I’m just like "Holy fuck, I wish Jules were here so I could totally ravage him."  It doesn’t help seeing other couples out who get to go home and cuddle or fuck or whatever.  That happened last weekend.  My ex and his boyfriend came to Augusta and we went out with a friend of mine and her boyfriend.  Since Julian was over 2,000 miles away, I was a fifth wheel.  I had never been a fifth wheel before.  It sucked major ass.  I started crying wanting Jules to be there on the way home.  But we talked on the phone soon after and he made me feel better.  Thanks sweetie, I love you.

A long distance relationship is fucking hard.  But I love him and I think it’s worth it.  I just REALLY want him right now.  Actually, he should be getting off work and calling me any minute now.  I hope it’s sooner rather than later.  Ugh.  I miss him so much.