This Is My Final Resistance…

Hey…

 Eh same shit different day same ole story you all know me by now…I’m so boring lol…Work is stressing me out lately…We have changed paperwork and it goes live next week…OMG!…Besides everyone just walks around acting like they don’t have to do a thing, well and you have to be in the clique to fit in, but oh well…Tis the holidays have to be nice…Pshh I can’t wait until this shit is over with…Christmas then new years…Bleh I’ll be sittin at home on new years, I wanna get drunk as shit, but I’m invited to my friend Will’s and I might go there if it doesn’t snow…John/Mindy/And I went out a few weeks ago…It’s been like forever since I had seen him last…My friend Chris is supposed to get married, he quit school came home and said this, I guess he abandoned me…I just don’t understand why you wanna be in a relationship with someone that wouldn’t let you visit your friends…People suck!…Bleh…I feel the same way with Conley about being abandoned, but I know he is always busy with school and work…He is supposed to come over so we can exchange Christmas gifts…I miss the ole guy…I heard JR is still in the hospital for a flesh eating disease…Lora told me tonight she was gonna maybe move to VA for a job…Gah that will be too far away, but oh well that will be good for her…*Bleh!*…The last couple of weeks have been hell for me I haven’t been sleeping well, I get up and cannot breath, then my left side of my neck feels weird…I think I’m slowly dying off, but really I don’t think anyone would care…I had to stay all night at Save-A-Lot b/c the weather was so bad, they had accidents left and right and told everyone to stay in and not get on the road, I could have made it home, my dad would have come, but I didn’t leave the other 2 stuck, which dad said one day you will learn its one for all and all for one, which I believe that in a sense…But it sucked balls I didn’t leave until 7:30 Am and then had to work that day too…Bleh…Oh well…I just sit and think of all the people that have it better than me…I just wouldn’t know what to think to have their lives…Shit on a stick if you ask me…But I guess that is all until next time…I hope all my OD friends have a great Christmas & New Year…Until next time…

DeAdMaRy