I’m Writing

 I realized I’m not doing anything other then laundry right now, so I might as well update here. Something I tend to not do as much as I used to.

So I left off the last time about my parents getting ready to head on a cruise for there 33rd Anniversary. When they headed off for there fun in the sun, I headed off to Jason’s house for the weekend. I didn’t want to be by myself. The only sad thing about my weekend at Jason’s house was being scheduled to work everyday I stayed over. But it was still nice sleeping over and not being alone. 

When my parents got back from the cruise I looked at all there pictures. They seemed to have a really good time. I wish I was able to go. My mom was so excited about everything. I’m glad I was able to pull something together that she’s been wanting to do for a really long time. 

Hmm… I can’t really remember much about what went on. Oh, Kristin left TJ Maxx. I don’t really know why she left so early before she starts school, but I guess she just wanted to spend more time with her boyfriend. 

I started becoming quite crafty recently. I started making bracelets, and I learned how to crochet and knit. It’s very exciting. And it made Jason really happy that I was doing something. I’m going to sell my bracelets, at least I hope to sell them. I posted some of them so far on Etsy.com. 

I’ve been with TJ Maxx for a year as of July 11th. I had my evaluation and I still think I’m doing better then the scores say. But at least it was a higher score then my last evaluation. I’ll find out on Friday when I get paid how much of a raise I got since they said they didn’t know. I still need to find another job. I feel like such a failure since I can’t get any theatre work. What am I paying all this money to Equity for when I’ve only done two shows since I’ve become a member. And since UCF won’t take me back, and I really don’t feel like going back to school now since they really upset me, I don’t know what to do. I should have my degree by now and actually have work and be making money and have a house! Ugh! 

My birthday is in two weeks! Yay! I had really big plans, which had to be changed when my mom actually called to make the reservation. I wanted a big dinner at Ohana at Disney’s Polynesian Hotel, but by the time my mom called there wasn’t anything available for all of us. So she said she booked a reservation for two so at least Jason and I could go. Which is nice, since I know he originally just wanted it to be the two of us, but I wanted my family too. So I’ll  just go to lunch with them, and then dinner with Jason. And after we eat we’ll go to Downtown Disney. I would go to a park since I can get in free for my birthday, but since our passes our blocked out I would be alone since we don’t have money to get Jason a ticket. Plus it’s summer, so it will be really crowded anyway. I’ve let Jason know what I would like for my birthday. Who knows if he will or not, but I really want him. I’ve showed him several rings I like, and I even told him I don’t need one at all. Now I just have to wait and see. But I’m just so impatient about it. Oy!

Well, that is all I can think of for updating right now. It’s better then nothing.

-StarBright16