Well Into The New Year

I’ve been extreemly busy since the start of the new year. King Lear was a pretty good show. I really was not looking forward to working on it, but I guess I’m glad I did. The cast was great.

I was very upset with my brother, he kept telling me we had to cancel our Fringe show. Even though I told him we didn’t have to. Well, after he kept yelling at me telling me I had to call Beth to cancel it, I did. And I really did not want to. And what pissed me off even more, he yelled at me after I did it cause he lost all the money. So he called Beth and left a message saying he needed to talk to her. However it was too late. She called another company as soon as she got off the phone with me and gave them our spot. WTF! That fast! Well, I got really upset about that. Expecially since Brian then told me we were having a reading of the play with the actors. How could he do that knowing I just had the show cancelled. I feel really bad cause Robby is very excited to be doing a show that he has no idea is cancelled. We went to talk to Beth and she said she will see if she could possibly fit us in after she completes the schedule, but it’s highly unllikely. I saw Robby last night and he was like, “when is your brother going to call me back, I’ve been calling him and sending him messages.”. I feel really bad and I really cannot figure out how to tell him, and I don’t want him to be mad at me. Cause he’s a really good friend to me. I’m just really hoping for something good to happen. Cause I really want to do the show, and I really don’t want to upset Robby.

Things with Michael kinda seemed good at first we got together when he got back in town. However the following week he told me he got back with his ex-girlfriend. There went me being alone again.

Life became very crazy when I started rehearsals for Really Rosie. Since pretty much the entire cast except for 2 were in King Lear we had rehearsals whenever we did not have a show. So I would spend pretty much 15 hours at work a day. I was very tired.

Valentine’s Day… I worked. We had a second 10 of 12. My favorite of days. Not really, they are very long and tiring. However we managed to end things an hour early that day and I ended up heading over to Michael’s house. Good or bad… I don’t know. Or rather I do know now. I was really glad to be with him, excpecially since we were together last Valentine’s Day. And what made it more exciting for me, the fact that he had a girlfriend, but was not with her. I’m sure if he could have been with her he would have, but I was just happy that he was with me. Selfish… I guess, but he’s put me through a lot of crap with other girls… along with his girlfriend. Well, after I ended up getting home and to bed, my phone rang. He told me that he told her I was at his place. And that I just showed up “un-expected” and I wouldn’t do that anymore. And that we didn’t do anything. I couldn’t understand in the first place why he felt the need to tell her I was there in the first place. He just told me to watch out in case she sent me any messages yelling at me. Luckally she hasn’t. But today I found out why he told her. His roomate. She aparently made a comment to him after I left saying “Jessica won’t like that”. He felt it was better for him to tell her than for his roomate to tell her. Which is true, but I just don’t understand what his roomate’s problem is. He’s allowed to have friends, even if we have dated in the past, we are just friends. That just really pisses me off. He said that he would still like to hangout with me, but he’s not sure it’s such a good idea since his roomate will tell his girlfriend I was over. Ugh!

Well, since Really Rosie opened today I have a lot more free time. I went to Nude Nite on Thurday night. It’s an art show that my brother did a piece for. It was… different. I’m not used to seeing a bunch of naked people/drawings/pictures/etc. Last night I went to Pleasure Island with my mom. That was a lot of fun.

I just felt like writing something since I’m finally not doing anything. It’s kinda hard for me to get used to this. Oh… I am getting a new laptop. My dad used my credit card to get himself a new computer, so he is giving me his laptop. Right now he’s copying all the information off of my current laptop to put on to my new one. 🙂

Well, untill I find time to write again… bye.

-StarBright16