Sorbet
Wednesday is the most boring of all workdays, and I have nothing to do. I got a brand new computer for my desk, at least. I was tired of looking at that giant beige thing. Lots of people are wandering the halls, which is unusual, really. I am usually left undisturbed for hours on most days.
Everyone I work with is super old. It’s wierd to think of them working here, where I am, before I was born. They were doing the same things I do today, only then my mother was in Germany with feathered hair. The concept is pretty surreal. I look at my Goddaughter and realize, "Hey, you didn’t exist a year ago. I was busy trying to set up a saltwater tank for the first time, and you were nowhere." It’s like people randomly appear. "Hello, I am here now! Teach me things!" Maybe one day she will realize all the shit I got done before she was alive, and it will blow her mind as my mind is currently…being blown?
It just all seems so deliciously random.
I journal a brief recap of every day in little leather planners, and as the months and years go by I am exponentially increasing my ability to blow my own mind just by flipping the pages. Like, for example: *gets out planner* Well, nevermind. The only one I have on me is for this year and it only has a few months worth. Last month isn’t fun. Heh.
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