08/29/2013

I feel so completely baffled lately. I have been single again since the start of the year. I started seeing someone a couple months ago. In the process of us seeing each other, he met another woman and went out on a couple dates with her. He let me know what was going on and since we were not committed to one another I just said ok.  I was starting to develop more serious feelings for this man but I know it is not the right time for me to get into another relationship yet and I have a teen daughter to take care of first. We have managed to remain friends even without continuing to sleep together. Now things are kinda awkward. We now work at the same place. All 3 of us; me, him, AND his gf. I still have feelings for him and still cannot tell him yet. To make things worse, I was under the impression they broke up recently and slept with him one more time. So, now when I see him at work I just try to keep my mouth shut and try to keep to myself and now he keeps walking away from her over to talk to me. The last couple times it happened she suddenly looked unhappy. I really don’t want any trouble or to hurt anyone but I still do have feelings for him. I know in my heart if it was a better time in my life for a relationship, I would want to be with him.