IM BACK AGAIN!!!

Hello people,I know its been forever since I have been on here. Im shocked they did not delete my diary. That is good though Im glad I didnt have to create a new one. Lot of stuff has happened in the last month, like since New Years day. My boyfriend I was with for almost 6 years became very violent after starting to drink again. He claimed a dr told him to drink to sleep through the pain of having emphysema. He also claimed that they said he did not have much time left to live. So he started drinking again. Well one week before I was to celebrate my 9 yrs of being sober, I relapsed too. I drank for 4 nights just wanting to get drunk again. I never got drunk again, but I did drink. Once I realized I couldnt drink anymore I went straight back to AA. Soo, to speed it up to date, I went on vacation with my family to TX for a family reunion. While I was gone, he started sending me very mean and violent messages. Only time he would call me was to bitch at me. Soo, the nigbt before coming home, my best friend text me and let me know what was going on and how he was texting her really mean messages too. She also mentioned that she thought he was doing heroin. He said if she didnt bring him a bottle of booze he would get some heroin. Then he said never mind u dont have to come, someone brought me something. So, I had my mother pick me and my daughters up from the airport, we went and got my car and got to my moms. On New Yrs day he text my 13 yr old daughter that he was sorry her mom was a chicken shit and he was going to have friends come and throw my and her stuff out into the dumpsters. In the last month two friends have brought me our stuff and as for getting the big stuff, I had to take some male friends to help get the furniture oh and along with police escort to keep everyone safe. So now he wants to text me and harrass me all over again just cause i made a list of what I didnt get. I had to block him from  texting and calling me anymore.

I am so glad to be away from him. My daughter and I are so much happier without him. Also I have many friends that are glad I am away from him.