04/28/2011

I had a bad bad night last Friday. It was a bad enough day to begin with starting with fighting between me and my man, then it led to getting chewed out by my dad, then more and more fighting at home.. by the time it came time to take my daughter to my moms for the night, i had enough of fighting with everyone and nearly bought a alcohol drink for the first time in over 7 yrs. Thank God I ended up not doing it but seriously had not come so close in so long. I got so far as going into a store, going straight for the booze asile, finding the beer and only thing that stopped me from buying any is they didnt have anything liked as far as in the beers (in the 40 oz bottles) I then called home and told  my man that i would come home but only if he didnt talk to me and stayed away from me all night. We ended up not talking all night… thank God cause I was so done with the fighting. Coming that close to drinking tho really scared me.. Still in shock how close I came.