04/20/2009

I managed to work some again today in the heat and made it to a womens meeting. No luck sponsor wise again. Im getting really uncomfortable with this situation and did talk to my honey about it  and he is encouraging me to keep going to womens meetings till I get a new one even if its a temporary sponsor. I found a womens meeting for tomorrow night.  I just hope to get a new sponsor soon. I hate feeling this way and not having one that understands me and that I can be honest with.

The other stressful thing tonight is the fact that I have court in the a.m. for a traffic ticket. I hate courts and cops, etc. Im nervous about that too.