Sleepless Nights

 I still will probably never be the one to do a nojomo..but its nice to see how many of the diarists I read participating. I don’t think I have much interesting to write about anymore…besides your basic mommy stuff…and honestly who that ISN’T a mommy wants to read about all that???  I will however start out by saying that so far I have not been peed on, and thats a start. 🙂 Joe however managed to get projectile pood on and then little Brendon peed on the diaper genie. Ha, it made my night a little brighter.

Money has still been tight, but what else is new. A cool thing is that even though I haven’t been to work in over a month, I won some telemarketer contest nationally and was awarded a check for 237 bucks. Jessica, my boss texted me to let me know that I had it so me and Joe and Brendon hobbled into E love to show baby off and pick up the check. The check is def a life saver.  Then on top of it, I had recently gotten a letter in the mail denying me for link food benefits because they said I didn’t send in my documentation they requested…when i DID. Wisconsin sent me a denial letter so somehow my info got sent THERE…hmm.  But then I got a link card in the mail with an approval and backdated money to the date I applied, and we rejoiced and went to the grocery store and said our goodbye to  the ramen noodle days, and hello to actual meat, vegetables, and formula for baby B.

I hate being on government help but I do truly need it or I fear we would be practically starved.  Our apartment is so nice and clean, I really enjoy living here at the moment. I hate being on the third floor though.

I went and spent 60 bucks on a tanning package tonight, a treat to myself out of that check which everything else will be towards bills. I feel GREAT after tanning, even though I had to cover my incision up so I will have a little  white line of no tan. But oh well the rest of me needs the color. I only went 8 minutes and I used to go 15 and I actually got color. YAY! I missed tanning. 

I have only lost 13 lbs since giving birth that I know of, and I’m wishing it would speed up. I want to fit back into my clothes so badly.

Something gross that no one needs to know, but will find out because hell this IS my post, I won’t edit it..I hate milk. Thats a well known fact. And I can now squirt it. EEEEEW!  haha tmi I know.

Also, I miss the days where I could party and go out without worrying about a baby and a car seat. This life will take some adjusting. But I know I will get the hang of it soon.

Baby B is sleeping in my lap right now. I’m just waiting for him to wake up for a diaper change and a feeding. Sleep would have been nice but he doesnt fall asleep unless hes cuddled, and thats just the way it goes.