Impatient

 I miss my life. The one I had before I couldn’t do anything. The one I had before I had to be super careful, and gain a bunch of weight. I didn’t realize how good I had it. Oh, little baby, please hurry up. Each day being pregnant feels like a week. 🙁

And tomorrow is my birthday, but I’m not excited. I just want this day to go smoothly. My gma died on my bday last year, and this year my gpa on the other side is in the hospital, with some pretty serious corroded arteries. I just wish that July didn’t have it out for me.