Nothing is ever EASY!
So as I go on day by day thru this pregnancy I start to realize how truly scary it is! The doctors at the clinic were concerned with my beta hcg blood count not doubling or rising at the right rate, and that the pregnancy could be developing wrong or not at all. I started to worry every night about it, thinking that I am finally pregnant, and to lose it would just kill me. I also founf out my cousin is 8 weeks pregnant, so we will be having babies together!!!
This is very exciting news, as both of us had trouble getting pregnant. She had to go to the doctor to get invitro, I think it is? It’s where they manually impregnate you because she had trouble on her own…which I know cost her at the minimum 15k…no biggie being a millionaire tho. Lucky biatch.
I found out my numbers are back in the clear tho, so no need to worry just yet. I have my dating ultrasound on the 6th of april. The estimated due date for right now is November 23rd, 2010. I feeling like this is going to go by so slowly, but then again, weeks pass so quickly I have a feeling this will happen before I know it!
Well, I am still not too sure on names…so far for a girl we are thinking Kylie Rose Tiffany or Abigail Rose Tiffany….and for Boy, Joe likes William Joseph Tiffany (which I am not the biggest fan of) and I like the first names Noah, or Landon, but we haven’t picked middle names yet. I have a feeling this will change several times. anyways, I’m going to get going, Im super tired
NIGHT!
it will change. preggo women can’t decide anything other than what to eat. hahahaha. 😛 name him Zeus. so when someone says “hey zeus!”, people will think his name is spelled “jesus”. 😛
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yeah, wanting to move back home. away from the drama here and be back near MY family and near MY friends. do you know how **** it is to be only in an area with the crazy ex’s family and she has like 500 friends all compacted into the area, working at common stores like the grocery one? they all stare at you with this anger vibe or something. -_-
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Woah, you are pregnant! I need to catch up on your diary! I’m happy for you and glad to hear your numbers are back to normal. It’s normal to be scared about pregnancy- it’s a big deal! I work with pregnant women at my current internship and they all worry about that stuff too. Good luck! Take care and I will try to be better about reading you diary more often!
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