Mr USA
Song: Oasis Stop Crying your heart out- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhZUsNJ-LQU
It’s Midnight.
I have just watched an old movie from the 50’s with Doris Day and Rock Hudson called Pillow Talk. It was romantic! It makes me wish I lived in that movie or in that time…How easy it made finding the ‘one’ look. The whole- when you met someone you just know- thing I mean.. is it like a lighting.
I think I watch way to many movies. They have made me think, the endless search for the person who is your soul mate and your partner can happen—-
Sad to think that Rock Hudson, this beautiful man in that movie lived a lie most of his life- not being able to tell anyone who he was or who he loved it must of been so hard. I guess after awhile you start to be so good at being one person to the world and the real you get harder and harder to find.
I am shocked to think that (Americans) for one still hold on to this notion that being GAY means there is something wrong with you. We are human, when will people wake up to that. ?
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I leave on Friday to LA then San Fran for my Friend SZ wedding.
My friend ‘R" lives in LA- I have been friends with her since I was young, 5. She is trying to be an actress, she’s had a small role in a movie with semi famous TV star people. She gave herself 10 years to become a big star. It’s already been 2. To be honest, she is a terrible actress- sad I know I am her friend- but I feel she will never be the ‘next big star’. I told her she should look at TV roles, but she refuses- she wants to be JUST a movie star.. I will at least give her one thing she has the drive and the support from her parents, she’s thin and rather pretty…. I plan on meting her and my other friend who used to be a rather big TV star in New Zealand. He himself is also trying to break into the HOLLYWOOD act. I think he has just picked up the same agent as some big Aussie soap stars..out of the two of them he is most likely to be the one to watch.
So Saturday night is going to spent with them, most likely in West Hollywood- the gay area.. due to the fact that it’s close to where they both live- I wonder if Straight Single men may sometimes go to bars with there gay guy friends. Doubt it!
The Monday onwards to San Fran to watch my friend SZ get married… he’s also a good friend since I was 15. SZ is everything I would like in a guy- smart, funny, caring, good looking. I admit in high school I had a crush on him… but it was passing. I knew I never had a chance with him. I was his chubby girlfriend. Well I should to say I was friends with his High School Girlfriend and when they broke up I choose him, because she was a ice queen.
Perhaps I will met the man of my dreams at the wedding! I have always thought the man I would end up marring would be American, but on the names trips there I have never scored one or even kissed one.
I hope Mr America, is smart and funny, kind and sweet. Tall, stocky, and has a killer personally. I hope you like girls with curves, you like women, you never lie, you have a great job and a great family, you want a family, you want to find the ONE, and that when we met each other you know I am the the one for you..
Song: Take that- LOVE LOVE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zl3TKJoCHpM