Touch Me

Song" Kathrine Mcphee Touch me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ht5MXDMkkc

 It’s become clear over the last day or so the Troy ‘doesn’t like me’ I haven’t heard from him at all.  Imagine if I slept with him. I would feel way worst then how I feel now.

Thankfully I don’t need to see him till the 29th for my Friends Birthday party. ( of course ) I need to look amazing.  Hard to do when I’m  this size, but at least I can try.

I am back to normal, crazy stalker me phaze has come to an end. ALL READY for my new job on MONDAY

I just need to sort out this problem I have with eating..  

HOLD UP!

While I was typing this entry a boy I talked who I talked to  on internet dating over 3months ago just called me and asked me out for dinner.

WOW- he was very good looking- tall, stocky, great job…. OMG…  Dinner with him tomorrow night.  I hope that I’m not to FAT for him.

🙂 

It’s all happening.

(deep down inside) I still kinda of want to kiss Troy!