Ryan

Dear Diary,

snuck out again last night and went to Ryan’s.  We watched the first DVD of Season 4 of "Home Movies", the TV Show from Adult Swim on cartoon network.  I think he enjoyed it.  Then we fooled around afterwards.  After we were done, we lay in bed nude and talked.  All the lights were out, the shadows played on the ceiling, and I loved looking at his torso in the moonlight.  I honestly think he enjoys my company, and he said he hopes we can meet again.  As far as I’m concerned we are friends, and he shouldn’t have to say that anymore.  He didn’t think he’d be seeing me twice in the same week.  I’m getting used to him now, the feel of his smooth skin, the smell of his hair and skin, the taste of his mouth.  I think he mentioned maybe actually going out a date sometime.  This I’m still debating, as I stil don’t know him that well, but I might take him up on his offer.  Hoping to stay the night at his place tonight.

Had a problem with finding his house this time.  They were just repainting the roadway, plus I couldn’t find his house again, and I guess I was going 20 mph in a 35 zone.  Some policeman pulled me over and asked what I was doing.  I think it was the first time I’ve been pulled over by the cops.  I played it cool though, answered all of their questions, and then they let me go, not even any kind of warning.  Phew.