July update

Dear Diary,

Been a lot going on in some areas of my life, others not so much.

Interestingly enough, I have been, for the last month meeting more guys online.  I’ve been going on the gay.com chatroom a lot, making new friends, but also have met 2 people from there to fool around with.  Two nights ago I was skinny dipping in someone’s pool.  Granted it was 9pm and a little chilly, but hey, it was fun.  He wasn’t in the pool with me, he was sitting on the edge.  He has a thing for Latinos, and he was nice, but I wouldn’t want to go farther than a friendship with him.  The guy before that was a little bigger than me and younger.  Same with the one before him.  I hate it when guys tell you to come over, but when you get there they are in an apt, and you have no idea what apt # or ext he is.  This happened to me once and I really learned from it.

I know there must be a few people out there thinking that this is wrong, and I was morally against it at first, but I’ve made some new connections without endangering my health.  Plus I’ve had some fun.  When living with your mother, it’s nice to have a nude man hold you in his arms for a while.  It was so nice, and I kept feeling his arm and entertwining my fingers with him.  It’s like what I want to have permanently one day.

I’m still going to a few Tribe games this summer, keep looking for dates, but that sometimes doesn’t happen and I use my mother as a backup.  Saw Chubby Checker, the guy who sang the TWIST, at the Rock ‘n Roll Hall of Fame a few weeks ago.  Now I can say I’ve done the Twist with him in the same room, which is awesome.  The President was here yesterday, didn’t get to see him but heard about it on the news.

Had a baseball party earlier this month that could have went better.  I invited a lot of people, got 4 to come.  So my brother was one of them, and my mother are both Gemini, so I was hoping they’d be cool.  Not much happened, and we had hot dogs and chips while watching the Indians beat Tampa Rays.

I’m in the Cleveland Public Library now hoping to find someone to go with me to tonight’s Indians game.  *Sigh*