Tonight I remembered who I am.

I have no label.

I dont want to date you. Or anyone, ever.

One less thing loved, is one less thing to lose.

I will not be vulnerable.

I will dance with whom ever will dance with me. (let us breath together.)

I am living to remember.  Remember that life is short.

That love is EVERYTHING.

Remember that tomorrow they could be dead , or gone. People leave. Life flows on.

The same wind sings, but your heart no longer beats.

I tilt an ear, and wonder if you have heard this tune.

MY heart must beat on. My song has not ended.

No strong connections can be made. But the connections must be infinate.

Death and life combine. (what is death?) The dream and the waking state are one.

I am life. I am everything. I am nothing. I love you, I lust you, but I dont want you. I want to live.

Love first brings life. And then the darkest death, darker still because of the light of the life.

I want to dance. I want to forget everything, and remember it all.

This moment is the end of me. And the next also the end.

I will breath, and feel, and love the infinate possibilites.

But  I am only one.  I feel nothing. I feel everything.  I am not even me. I am the waiting.

Waiting to die.