STAYING PUT
I HAVE DECIDED FOR NOW THAT I AM NOT MOVING. OF COURSE I MIGHT CHANGE MY MIND BUT FOR NOW I THINK I AM BETTER OFF STAYING WHERE I AM. I DON’T WANT TO RUSH TO MOVE.
I KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS INTERESTED IN THIS CONDO. TODAY I SAW SOME NEW RENTALS THEY ARE BUILDING BUT I DON’T THINK I AM STABLE ENOUGH EMOTIONALLY TO MOVE. SO FOR NOW I’M STAYING HERE.
I HAVE EVERYTHING I WANT HERE. THE HOUSE IS COMFORTABLE ETC. SO ANOTHER DECISION MADE FOR NOW.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SO MISERABLE. MAYBE IT’S TIME TO JUST ACCEPT IT. IT WILL PASS I HOPE. I HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING I WANT TO DO – AN ACTIVITY, CRAFT ETC.
I ALSO WENT TODAY TO LOOK FOR A PIANO BUT DIDN’T BUY AS I WANT MY TEACHER TO CHECK IT OUT FOR ME.
TIME TO WATCH TV AND RELAX
Awareness of Misery is a human condition visited on the sensitive intelligent portion of people. I do agree. You are better off right where you are. Moving is disruptive and 10 years is a good long time away.
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Have you tried volunteering somewhere? Sometimes it helps to get your mind off of things in your own life and serve others, especially those less fortunate.
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I agree with Grammy’s Heart. My church and volunteering there and other places certainly brought me out of my depression. I also sit and play piano when I am sad, stressed or sometimes even happy. I always told my family that if I played soft, slow music I was sad or depressed and if the music was loud and peppy I was either happy or angry!
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