Venusian Venetians

I think Shining Luna’s absolutely right, on the last entry.  About knowing subconsciously that I don’t feel that comfortable with this person yet, so getting really intimate really isn’t wise. 

Dave, the friend I was talking about, got some channelling done this week, about what connections we have between us.  Apparently we knew each other in a few lives, but the one that resonates most for both of us now was one in 16th century Venice.  He was a courtesan and I was her long-time patron, a wealthy nobleman.  So we’ve both had a giggle about that.  Apparently our relationship was "flirtatious but respectful". 

It’s a big relief for me.  I was really worried that I seemed to be flirting with him though I wasn’t interested in him.  Constant joking and teasing.  I couldn’t figure out why I was doing it, and couldn’t seem to stop it either.  I’m not like that around other people.  So now I know I’m not nuts.  We’re just falling back into the way we interacted in Venice.  It makes a lot of sense.