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Well I know it has been a while since I have written in here. Alot has gone on. I have neglected alot of things lately, and only focused on what I thought was important. Though I can got get a grip on it, it has a tight grip upon me.

Life has become rather patghetic, being who i was to be not who I am. Floating around, spiraling down. Standing still amongest the winds. Standing still but going around. Obsesed but broken.

God I sound pathetic. I have been neglecting this page, because I have been writing in my oyher OD Page. One that yall dont know about, and most likely dont read. Dont think I am quite ready to say what I write about on there. I know if I dont write it here, thats been I am not being truthfull. Sometimes its good to jkeep secrets. Espically ones that peolpe will defently judge you on.