TTTS

 well i had my twins clinic appoitment today. I thought it was going to be the same as all the other ones. But this time the doctor said, well it looks like you may have ttts. twin twin transfusion syndrome. Ive heard about this and im like great this is not what i wanted to hear. the doc said when i have my next ultra sound on the 15 of march that they are going to do a more in depth ultra sound adn hopefully let me know if they do have twin twin transfusion syndrome.  i am so just physically drained from haveing this dumped on me. my two lil boys could be in danger and there nothign i can do my self to help it. Its very frighting that i could loose them. I dont want to loose my boys. This is my first pregnancy and me and my husband were looking forward to bringing home two boys. im sjust so sad, im not sure what to do. I am going to be so scared until i have my next ultra sound. I hope my boys dont have ttts.  This is scaring the shit out of me.