And The Novelty Is Wearing

…So…if there was a person that everyone thought you were going to marry…a person that was your first kiss, your first love, and your first friend…

The day that that person’s baby is due…with his current wife….

It’s ok to cry, right?

Somedays I wonder…if that will ever be me.

If someone will ever want me that much.

And then I remember…the day I became convinced that that life…just isn’t going to be my life.

But it’s still hard not to cry.

But reality….is staring me in the face. And tonight’s reality…sucks.

I hate to miss out,
I think I miss you most,
On Wednesdays and Saturdays,