9/5/05

That last entry really wasn’t directed at anyone. Seriously, it’s like I come home for a bit, and it seems like I only saw about half of the people I wanted to see, and the people I DID see, I didn’t spend nearly as much time with them as I would have liked. I really just wish one of my good friends… one of those people I could talk about almost anything with, I just wish one of them were there, to share my experiences with and to really understand what’s going on in my life. Really, some of you have seen me at pretty much my absolute worst (though you may not have known it), and you understand me on a whole different level. A big part of me wishes I could have stayed in St. Louis, but St. Louis really doesn’t have much to offer in the direction I want to go. I knew I wouldn’t be able to see you guys as much, but man, I had no idea it’d be this rough. Alright, well, bottom line, I love you guys and I wish you all well. I’ll be prayin’ for ya. Keep in touch.