tireddddd

Feeling exhuasted, and distracted. Bad timing for it too. Still, its getting closer by the day to my time off. So im looking forward to that. Im becoming a bit of a complaining martyr to my own cause it seems. I cant help but feel surrounding tensions, ones that – although im trying – i find it difficult to ignore. Im not sure about my place in everything, it all seems fluid, unstable, and its my own fault for not being more organised and calm about things. I need to get steady, take a deep breath and start thinking, rather then just feeling.

Time is going ever faster, rolling on towards … well towards what exactly is whats causing me the trouble.

Bastards.

xXx

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March 17, 2006

Hey, cheers a squillion for that note, it was fabbo, it really cheered me up some ya know. xxx

March 19, 2006

hello! i’m back! you were calm and steady enough to type a good entry. good luck with everything 🙂 *hugs* xx

March 21, 2006

lol, you could just sit back and go for the ride or do what i do and bump it off track and make your own path. take care, and i think im getting ready to eat again, im hungry.

March 24, 2006

adeptly confronted a plight of my own making. think more and feel less. anyawy ryn: i know. kids can be neat, but it’s like they’re so intimidated it’s wake up you’re free to do anything you want. whatever. hope you have a better day, and ya.

March 28, 2006

hey, we all feel tired and distracted at times. Try not to questio your existence too much, those postmodern thinkers are quite morose you know! anyhoo, take care!

May 3, 2006

really sucks eh chin up 🙂