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i had a dream where i was sat in my old room back home playing ‘trisha’ with a bunch of freinds when this guy i was freinds with when i was about 15 walks in and starts asking me about buying and selling pianos, he left and my housemates emma’s cousi (the guy in the dream sisnt actually look anything like her cousin that i’ve seen, very different in fact) and we sat on the sofas and talked about politics, and all kinds of stuff, then we started to hoover the room, hoovering the chairs, and i ,moved one of the chiars and the floorboards where up and i saw a cockroach which i tried to catch, but then i saw a baby panda under there, so i got him out, and he kept biting me so i held him up and ran to the kitchen and asked emma’s cousin what it was while he was doing the washing up, he hlewd it and it kept biting him, and he said it was a baby panda, so we kept him as a pet.

Im back home visiting my ‘family home’, all these kids around, and the tv is on really loud, and i havent been able to concentrate enough to read, and i was lying trying to sleep in my old room the other night and i could just sense the … i dont know… the darkness, maybe my hesistence to be there.

im skipping out and taking a trip to town now.

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