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January 17, 2011

SO pretty!

January 17, 2011

You’re very pretty, was this your baby shower?

January 17, 2011

Lovely photo. Can I see tiny cute shoes? ryn: Thanks for the advice, you’re right about the fuel thing. I get it about the word you mentioned because I’ve been diagnosed with the “S” in connection to the not going out thing. The reason I didn’t write it in my journal is the reason you’re talking about. Plus I feel that it was a misdiagnosis. I think you were right previously about the separated at birth thing, it’s nice to know it isn’t just me who has problems with saying these words.. Although I’m not glad you feel this way too or you’ve had these experiences.. Is it wrong to be scared of saying it? I guess I’m scared of peoples reactions, because there’s so much stigma. You know?

January 19, 2011

Awww! I can’t believe it’s almost time! Time flys!

Me too! You know what it is? Professional people are hard to find. Everyone is a friend of everyone.. They’re all so bloody biased! Impartiality is my dream. lol. She actually offered to personally refer it to her boss! I’m like, do I actually trust this woman to a)deliver it to him and b)not be friends with this guy, since she’s saying she will take it personally andall? I am infuriated & feel pretty much like… gagged. I know that sounds dramatic but that’s how I feel. I guess I just see the irony in this. Wanting to report a crime which has left you feeling out of control, then having your control taken away. It would be hilarious if it wasn’t so irritating. Grrr.

January 26, 2011

One more month?! You don’t even look pregnant!! But you do look beautiful! Love that diaper cake, so cute!!

January 26, 2011

Oh I forgot to add that I LOVE the name!! Are you going to call her Eva for short? My favorite girl name …

January 27, 2011

Beautiful 🙂 ryn- thank you xx

January 27, 2011

ryn- no not at all, i appreciate ur opinion. I have done alot of thinking lately and i realise i tend to ask for permission for everything i do (from J) BUT i don’t need to.. im my own person so im startin to stand up for myself more, and if he doesn’t like it.. its tough. I need to be my own person again,not what he wants me to be. 🙂

ryn: Glad it’s not just me with the mum-safety thing. Although I hate getting anxious so I’m not glad you can relate 🙁 It’s horrible isn’t it? You’re probably right in that most parents would love it lol! My auntie is both sadistic and retarded re the baby thing. I can’t believe how insensitive some people are. Hahaha I will make firm plans to do exactly what you said, to the invite 😉

February 8, 2011

ryn- yeah i think it will help stop any binges too, not that i binge very often but it should help the urge stay at bay. hows bump, not long now eeek exciting!! 🙂 xx

February 16, 2011

Dear Link_Cyanide, How has everything been going? I have not been online in a while, but I’ll be back on on Monday. I miss talking to you, you look both very pretty and very happy in that picture. In the kindest regards, John

“JUST SAY NO to stairs” hahaha, hear, hear! That should be on a t-shirt.

February 25, 2011

WELCOME TO MUMMYHOOD, your gonna be such a good mummy and im so happy for you. Hope ur both doing well 🙂 x

March 11, 2011

Dear Link_Cyanide, You look absolutely beautiful. In the kindest regards, John