Fine, dont talk to me.

Mark is in one of his withdrawn bleak, black, I’m-not-talking-to-you and really it’s-not-about-you depressed moods. ( I am a Pisces, for the love of god!!- I take everything personally!) His moods are draining. Mark has always been a touch moody but the last 10 years in this police department has put a sour edge on the moods. He eats, sleeps and breathes the drama of that department. (allthewhile in denial about it consuming him). The “mood” has become a living, breathing presence in our home, and he continues to feed this child with his perpetually sulking about said department. It. gets. old.

Tara found her cell phone! Yipeeeeeee. In her boyfriends car. *duh* This sweet child of mine knowing I have been under the weather also brought me a card and CAKE today. CAKE, dammit, CAKE! hehhehee. Tara “making Cake” is the running joke in our household, incase you are unfamiliar with this running joke, please refer to– The Cake Entry Waking up from my Nyquil-induced nap to have cake was fabulous! I should do it everyday! Riiiiiiiiiiooght!

Enough on Cake.

The house is strangely (suspiciously) quiet. The boys are sleeping.Sleeping!! I think it is time to take a nice long hot bath. Sounds good doesnt it? I think I’ll grab my book “Stalker” by Faye Kellerman. I’ve always been a big Johnathan Kellerman reader but recently discovered his wife’s books…

Calgon, take me away.

Pisces take everything personally? *head tilt* Maybe I might be more Pisces than Aries. Hmmm. Your bit on cake reminded me of that, “Let them eat cake!” thing. I have NO idea where that comes from, or where I pulled it out from. 😉 RYN~ Yes, but fashionably late! You wait until the party is in full swing, then, SHABAM, make your move! *s*

::blueberry marcus

October 14, 2004

I can’t do reading in the bath… I’m always incredibly frightened of dropping the book in the water 🙂

Tempest

Holy crap. Seriously. I am reading Stalker right now! I’m big into Faye Kellerman’s books. My faves are OF COURSE the Peter Decker/Rina books.. There are so many I feel like I KNOW them. =)

booshesboy

October 15, 2004

Sorry to hear you’ve been under the weather! RYN: I wasnt trying to delve too deep in your personal relationship, I just wanted your perspective on IR relationships in general and how your children have been coping? I guess I seem nosey as hell and I dont really mean to be. You just fascinate me for some reason. Glad daughter got that cell phone. I hate the feeling i get when I misplace my own

Melancholy

I used to read that guy…*looking at note above* I looked at that book recently, let me know what it’s about and how it is. I need new books.

Oh boy, I m digging into a whole here. when I mean fascinated I meant “interested in your story” not fascinated like Jeffrey Dahmer. “Coping” with each other. My children are coping with divorce, i dont think of that as a disease. I was actually looking for insight, but now fear that “insight” might be a bad choice of words too?

How about this, “Im drawn to your diary, like the other 30 on my favorite list” Is that a little less bizarre? Im sorry you equated my curiosity to a disease. I still think you, among my other OD favs is “interesting”

Looks like Tara cares about you 🙂 I listen to Linkin Park and R & B but I was born country and that’s what I’ll always be.

I’m a picses too and i agree we do tend to take things personally.