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She always make me disappointed. Once and once again.

Make brother called me and asked me when I am transfering the money for his books. I was shocked, yes I did say that I will pay for the books if they really have financially difficulties, but I do know that they can afford now. So I was like Har?? transfer what? its middle of the mth, too early for allowance?? Books?? what books? Previously brother told me he dun need books??

And can she dun assumed that I will just do without telling me the situation, rather than using brother who is more confuse then anyone else, then he cant tell me how much he need, and whether he even ask if he should include school fee or not……….

Yaya took over the phone and ask brother, brother says he is not sure and hanged up. I called again and she refused to talk to me. She makes me feel like an outsider, cant she tell me properly abt the current situation. Father told me she is crying again and refused to pick up the phone. Why does she need to cry?? She can even be frank with her daughter her situaion. She was shouting that they shouldnt talk to loud, else the outsider can hear.. is she refering to the neighbours (whom she think if very free and always listen outside her door) or refer to Yaya. That why she stop my brother.

But how can i get any money, if I dun discuss with Yaya..Yaya say, if giving the money will solved the situation then let it be, as long as it doesnt cross his limited. But what I wanna say is, have she try her very best yet?? She still have few thousands in their bank account? Must she be so desperate for me to transfer the money the day before she buys the books, cant she pay for it first.

I cried a lot… she made me feel so cold.. so disappointed & hurt and I don’t feel like talking to her if she dun want to talk to me.. let it be..

Whenever they need me to call back, it is always abt money, father getting retired, she losing her job and cant find a near and close one where she dun need to travel far.. she never ask if how I am in Taiwan..how I am doing..never ask me to take care..

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Brother asked me over msn today, mum keep asking why I never call back home.. *out of 10 calls I call back, i will feel unhappy and sad for 7 calls and cried over 3 calls.