could i BE wearin anymore clothes?

MY SISTER MY SISTER!!!!!!  ok my sister FINALLY called me ontuesday and now she wants to meet me.  how exciting!!!  wooohoooooo.  its about freakin time that we met.  i cant wait to see the baby.  im an aunt.  wow.  me, an aunt.  who woulda ever thought??
anyhow, i greatly enjoyed my voting experience.  i feel so grown up.  i got to vote.  i cant believe im so freakin old.

 
on a more serious note, i went to the doctor yesterday and i guess that my blood test made them think that i have a heart problem.  so i have to go in tomorrow for an EKG.  im prettty scared.  i thought 19 was way to young for heart problems but i guess not.  my mom and my stepmom are like, all freaked out.  i am too, sortof.  i just wonder, if i do have a heart problem, how will that change the way i live my life and the way things are now?????  or will they change at all?  i dont know.  but its like, i have so many other health problems already,  i dont want anotherone.  especially one so serious as a heart problem. 

i’m really scared

~dawn