maybe ill stay

i think im gonna stay. theres really no point in leaving ya know? anyhow, lets catch up shall we?

well, friday was carlos’s night before funeral thingy. it was weird cuz when we first got there, realynn was crying and hugging ppl and stuff but during the service, her and the other kids were just giggling and messing around. i was like hmmmm. and it was weird cuz none of the kids sat with their mom. and christine was sooo sad. i felt really bad for her. i would have given her a hug but i dont know if she remembers me or not. i couldnt believe when i got there and it was an open casket. i was very suprised. he didnt look anythinglike i remember him. it was weird cuz im sure they had to do alot of reconstruction to his face to make it viewable and his left side was all sunken down and i didnt look but my mom said you could see the spot where they shot him in the head. but otherwise they did a very good job.

on saturday we had to get up hella early to pick up brenda a the air[port and then when we got there at 8ish we had to stay for like 2 hours and wait for her flight. then we went to the land and stayed till sunday.

like 15 mins after i got home amalia called so they came over for a while and then we went out to eat at texas looseys.

then yesterday i went to the movies with liz and jenifer. it was fun. i havent laughed that hard in a long time. i did fall asleep during the movie tho.

otherwise i think thats all for now. hasta luego

~dawn