SoHa

SoHa is going to be my abbreviation for where Nate lives. It’s like, I go to school in Northampton, but a lot of people refer to it as ‘NoHo’.

Anyways, I did end up going to Nate’s house again yesterday. I had been drunk texting him the night before and he told me that he would leave his doors unlocked in case I wanted to go and wake him up in the morning… Which I very much wanted to do. In fact, I was so excited about going that I woke up at 5:30 and could not fall back asleep. Then I realized it would look ultra suspicious if I left at some ridiculous hour of the morning. So when I was about to get in the shower around 9:30-10:00 I got a text that says, ‘You’re too late. I’m already up.’ And I told him I was getting the the shower and said, ‘What am i not welcomed now?’ and he says, ‘I guess you can still come over’ lol.

So I took my shower, went and got gas and a Vitamin Water XXX and headed off to SoHa. The weather was lovely. The drive was peaceful. I got there in no time, but it felt longer…

So I just pretty much knocked once and walked in. I think I gave him a hug and we went and sat on the couch. We were just chit chatting and he says, "Oh, I totally passed up getting laid last night." Insanely jealous me who doesn’t really care just says, "Well? Why didn’t you?" He picks up his phone while he talks and starts searching through it. "I had left where i was and I got this text message when I walked in the door…" And hands me his phone. I read a text that says, ‘Too bad you left so early… I was really looking forward to sucking and riding your c***’ (man im sensoring everything lately. im going soft). So I just hand his phone back and go, ‘Nice.’ What was I supposed to say?

So the first movie we watched was Traitor. Which was okay, i had a hard time following it. Plus it was impossibly hot and I had my sweatshirt on. After Traitor, Nate was watching hockey so I laid down and put my head on his stomach and he had his arm around me. I am SWEATING, but too stubborn. I hate hockey so I dozed off for like an hour. He got up to go to the bathroom and comes back out and says, ‘You drooled on me’ and i was SO embarrassed lol. Later on he said i was snoring too. I asked if it was a lot and he said no. I informed him that that was a good thing cause I snore pretty bad sometimes.

We just ended up watching TV and stuff. We were going to go meet up with Matt but neither of us felt like moving off the couch. So sometime between 7 and 8 he looks over at me and says, ‘I would say let’s go fuck like rabbits but I don’t have any condoms… I thought I had a box in my truck but I was wrong." I said it was fine. and we just kinda sat all over each other on the couch. Then around 8:30 he finally leans in and kisses me. After we make out for a few minutes i say, "Where was this 8 hours ago?" And I forgot what he said back.

So, we didn’t end up having sex. I messed with him a little and he offered the same but I said he didn’t have to I didn’t care.

I wonder how Tuesday is going to go? Im anxious to see him again obviously, but Im pretty sure he isn’t for a relationship… But if I keep losing weight at the rate im going, next time I have some booze in me I’ll probably ask something like, ‘Is there a chance for something more?’ But for now… I think I’ll just enjoy the good mood I’ve been in lately…

Our last day of school is next month… which is a Thursday. Which means we’ll be in Springfield for a short bs class and then head out to O’Brien’s. Which means im going to take the Friday off and go home with Nate, lol.