For Jasmine…

So, long story short, I flipped my Jeep last night… Well I guess it was technically this morning. So… Im sure it’s totaled. My brand new Jeep. Only had it for a week. I was starting to love that car… go figure. I fucked that one up.

D and I are getting along famously now that we arent together. I am still living here, only because I’m slow on the move out.

I had been sleeping with this kid in my class who is now a total asshole in my eyes. Says he doesn’t want me getting attached and I told him the same. I don’t need to be in another relationship right now… I tried to kiss him at the bar last night and he turned me down, which blew my mind a little. Im pretty much used to getting what I want… well in a sense. I dunno. Im out of it and kind of rambling. But yeah, that pissed me off. Seeing as how I drove an hour and a half to hang out with him last weekend and he was telling me how awesome I was and that i was beautiful and we were making out and fooling around and it was just a wonderful release. Now I can’t even get him to look at me. *shrug* Whatever. Im not going to waste my time. I wanted him to be in that ‘inner circle’ of friends but he is barely pushing through the ‘acquantence’ stage right now.

I haven’t been a good writer or reader lately… I just caught up on Mandy, Lulu, Mighty,  Shhh, Cory, Jasmine, Joey, and Ryan’s entries. Jenn, I kept up with yours and noted appropriately and Sarah… you haven’t written anything. And Malacai, where did you go again?