She leaves her mark…

1. Ever cheated on someone? yes How many times? I have cheated on all of my boyfriends except Xan and D. I almost cheated on Xan WITH D and have stopped myself on cheating on D with 7 different guys. *sigh* I would cheat on D with Sarah, absolutely.

2. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 13

3. How many people have you given oral sex to? I’m up to 18… but i could be missing something : 16 males 2 female
 
4. Do you know anyone who was raped? Yes

5. Did you ever do anything sexual on your parents bed? Starfish’s parents bed

6. Ever been "the other person" in an affair? Could have been on Saturday
 
7. How many people do you have a crush on right now? There’s a few… most of them are lust though. She isn’t…

8. How many people have you been in love with? As in boyfriend/girlfriend love… Maybe 3. I love the few friends that I have and I am in love with 2 people right now.
 
9. Ever had a one night stand? Once… it was a drunk thing and he sucked.

10. Ever gotten drunk and couldn’t remember the night? A couple of times. Usually can remember everything but the drive.

11. Ever been sexually harassed and/or assaulted? Kinda, yeah.

12. Ever had a crush on your neighbor? He’s my parents neighbor… and i still do.

13. Ever snuck out of the house? Used to… once or twice to go see Papi.

14. How many illegal drugs have you tried? 3. Well two are perscription, but i didnt need the script.

15. Do you do any drug regularly? Drink
 
16. If you’re underage, do you still drink and/or smoke cigarettes? OLD

17. Ever cut yourself? Yes

18. Ever attempted suicide? I don’t have the guts… if I did, i would be gone.

19. Ever been to therapy? 2 different ones

20. Have you ever been so upset that you stopped eating? I usually eat more. But yeah, its happened

21. Are you clinically depressed? yes Are you taking anything for it? 🙂

22. Ever hooked up with someone and regretted it? 2

23. How old were you when you first got kissed?  In like 1st grade i think. my neighbor in NY

24. Is there any "friend" of yours that you secretly hate but talk to anyway? Not really.

25. Ever been in a relationship and wanted to end it, but stuck with it for some reason? Yes….

26. Ever sent naked pictures to someone? No

27. What about sent them to someone you met over the internet? Not entirely… and I definitely wouldnt do it now.

28. Ever been abused? Terribly.

29. Did you ever run away? Tried to

30. Do you ever lie to yourself about things so much that you believe it? I used to be a compulsive liar. Now I find when I tell stories, I often can’t remember if it actually happened or not… so i usually say nothing, not wanting to lie now.
 
31. Ever liked someone else while dating someone? ALWAYS. I always want something different.
 
32. Ever dated a friend’s ex? Don’t think so.

33. Ever done something with your friend’s significant other? No

34. Did anyone ever confide in you about being gay/lesbian? yes

35. Have you ever questioned your sexuality? No, i am bi.
 
36. Do you know of someone who has done a horrible crime but never got caught? nope

37. Ever stole a large sum of money? Not too large… but yes.

38. Ever purposely threw up? I sometimes wish I could

39. Ever had an eating disorder? What happened? Didnt eat for like 2 months once… i was 125 pounds and loving every second of it.

40. Did you or anyone you know have an abortion? Yes to both…

41. Were you or any of your siblings an accident? I think I was because Im 9 YEARS junior to my brother.

42. Ever found porn on your parents’ computer? I dont think so

43. Do you look at porn? redtube and youporn all the way

44. How many people have seen you naked? Have seen me? Dammit i thought the words were reversed. 3 is the answer. 13 if reversed.

45. What about through pictures? One and i regret it and i hope he doesnt have them.

46. Ever had phone sex and/or cybered? Both

47. Ever got a piercing behind your parents’ back? Tongue
 
48. Ever sold or bought an illegal substance? Yes

49. What’s your #1 biggest fear? Never experiencing happiness.

50. Have you ever faced that fear? What happened? I try every day… but no avail.