You don’t really know him, whys you lyin’?

In that case my beautiful girl…

I know that your heart loves freely and I have to assume that it is often times overwhelmed with hurt… and it saddens me. I am beginning to wonder if I am quite similar in that nature, not having realized it until just now. I would jump off a bridge for my close friends if it meant their happiness… even if it is someone that has not been around for a little while. As soon as I seem them again, I feel so strongly for them. Yearning for things to be the way they were and curious to see how they will end up being. When they are sad and hurting, I hurt right along side… as if a piece of me was dying. Is this how you feel, love?

I would do whatever would make you happy as well… anything and everything. Even though I can almost feel it ending in heartache for me as well. Perhaps it is a good thing that you are eons away… for you tug at my heart stings and I would do the same back and you would tempt me as the devil himself. I would freefall into you.

I am nervous about the day we meet… that I will fall so in love with you and know that I cannot have you. Not own you, of course… please don’t read it like that. Have your heart like he does, I supposed. I hope he knows how lucky he really is. I hope you know I would never hurt you on purpose… ever.

If there are things I need to know, then tell me. I listen with open ears and an open heart and nothing you could say would make me feel any differently.