Entry Smentry…

I used to be able to write. I would write many times a day, and I always had something to talk about. I know I do not write much anymore, but I really don’t feel like there is anything to write about. But, some of you do think that I should write, so here you go. I am going to tell you some stuff I did this week.

My sister Karen and I talked this week for like an hour. We talked about Christmas and daddy and how fat we were. We made jokes that if we tried to commit suicide by jumping off the viaduct, we would bounce back because of all the fat on us. Not a very funny joke, granted… but a bad joke nonetheless.

I have almost all of my Christmas shopping done. I even sent out cards this year. That is part of my new years resolution. To write more and to keep in contact with friends and family more.

I was laid off about a month ago, and I got so desperately bored today that I called my old boss and begged him to rehire me. He said that although he did have a say in it, it is ultimately up to HR… and then he said he would get back to me. Oh my God… I need my job back.

I have stopped smoking Pot. The last smoke was last Sunday and I am still dry. It is amazing the difference. One main difference is sleep. I am taking 4 – 7 OTC sleeping pills since Sunday and I STILL cannot sleep. I drift off and then wake up and so on and so on. I am going to start cutting back to 2 sleeping pills and possibly add some more exercise to my day and also maybe try drinking a relaxing tea before bed.

I ordered proactiv a while back and it came today. My skin is in awful shape. I thought it would be much harsher on my very sensitive skin, but it really wasn’t. And it is a really nice product so far. I have only had it a couple of days, but I will let you know if I see a difference.

Holly’s friend is coming over tomorrow night to spend the night. We are friends with a lovely couple that are raising their granddaughter and we try to help one another out by letting the kids stay the night together periodically. It is lovely for the kids and lovely for me when SHE is the one going to her house. LOL.

I have watched every documentary known to man since becoming unemployed and it is amazing how much shit there is on TV during the daytime hours. I am actually bored of TV and I LOVE TV. Shame really.

There is no good movies out. That Sandra Bollox one did well, but it is not my cup of tea. I would be just like Peter Griffin in the cinema "For fuck sake…. Someone throw a pie!"

Ok, I have rambled enough. See? There is nothing going on.

Oh! no… a blast from the past turned up today. My best friends ex girlfriend has turned up on the world of the wide web. She is a stupid, crazy cow and we were both secretly hoping something horrible happened to her (because she seriously was and is a mean, horrible person) … but no, there she is all smiling and happy. That pissed me off. I need to let that go, but I can’t. That bitch ruined my life. She ruined my best friends life. She tried to tear everyone away from me and made my best friend so insecure about who she was. She made her forget how wonderful and beautiful she is and that is unforgivable. Grr…

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