The swing of things…

I have not been to work since Tuesday afternoon. It feels much longer. I stayed home to say goodbye to Cliona, and then I just kind of stayed here. I feel so emotionally drained, yet I have not let many emotions show. I was planning on going to work today, but I woke up at 4am with the WORST migraine and ended up vomiting everywhere. Then Brian did not wake me up for work, so I woke up at 9.15am. Brian apparently called my boss. I am so going to get fired. I am so worried about my job.

I didn’t think that her leaving would have much affect on me, but as she and Brian were driving away, this panic button went off in my head and I wanted to run down the road after them screaming ‘where are you going with my friend???? NO!" but of course I couldn’t do that. I just went back inside and sat down.

My plan is to have a shower soon and go to work, but there are no guarantees right now.

I love you and miss you all guys. You rock.

🙂