Fustrated at Things

Still at the hospital. Got some news that I am not happy about. I have to get two more blood transfusions today. My hemoglobin dropped from 5.8 to 5.6 and dropping, it seems. I have been having problem breathing, tightness in my chest. So I ended up on oxygen a little this morning. My ob is worried that I will pass out due to not enough oxygen in my blood.

Also my iron is almost depleted. So of course I get iron supplements. I have about 6 prescribions we have to get filled, ugh!!! I am going to be carrying my own drug store.

Cj has to have more blood work for the johndness, if the numbers are higher than he has to stay the night under the lights. But so far he’s doing great. He got circumized today (if you don’t agree with what I did oh, oh well its my child, he can sue me later) and all he wanted was food and mommy and daddy to hold him. He’s sleeping right now.

I am so ready to go home. I wanted to spend alone time with chris and Cj instead of people always walking in wanting this or that. I need my own private space and my own freakin bed!!!

To top it off one of the cats is vomiting up blood, probably Stormy. Sushi has seemed to developed an attitude problem. Cuddles is being herself with a little attitude.

Thank you everyone for your prayers and thoughts. I need all I can for the next two weeks and longer.