this is how i feel, not a desperate plea

You couldn’t see me.

though i was standing there all the while

and you won’t make a move unless i am the first to make one.

dont play me as dumb,

drink all my rum and say its just fun

after you already said i love you and made me feel it too.

i don’t want to save up this river until it becomes a flood, 

i dont want to fuck you until you grow numb to all these beautiful things that in the last couple of months have come to defined me.

dont move so fast, this isn’t your second chance,

it’s your last,

stay with me and reap the benefits of a love eternal,

be my girl. we’re better than this world.

e.w.desselle