open grave

she told me what you said about tony, about how you were sleeping with him while they were dating. You said that you never slept with him, you lied about everything wether it was important or not. Undescribable events still accur, you think i want to control your life when i ask you where you were? I love you and i can’t change that, don’t give up on me just because i made a mistake, i want to be with you eventhough you are still making mistakes… I wanted to take care of you, not own you and why is it bad that i offered to help you? That i wanted to help you? … I wish i could be what you want, i wish that i could change everything and fix your life, but i cant. All i can do is help you along the way and that is an offer that i have never recieved… Long ago i once believed that true love would triumph over all now i know that only we can choose wether we live in the light of love or dwell in the shadow of hate. I miss your face, i miss kissing those lips, i miss your stories, i miss sleeping beside you.