HELP! I’m alive_

_ and my heart keeps beating like a hammer. the only thing that is wrong with soaring to the heights of heaven is that wings grow tired and gravity never sleeps. I have to remember that this happiness is mine, you merely uncovered it and i refuse to bury it now that you are gone almost as quickly as you came. This christmas, i said was the best, but it was only because of you.. It was only because of the choices i made. I almost didnt show the first night you showed me everything i need to know. I almost let him take you away… You dont belong to me and you dont owe me anything i just wish that i was your desire. I wish that you and me wasnt just a fantasy. I would love to help you find your happiness… for the rest of our lives. All this wishing doesnt stop all this day dreaming and all these dreams pile up in the bottom of my heart, waiting for a fire to start. ~ ewd12