full beards and empty beers

it doesn’t have to be a certain way… Nothing is set and im as flexible as destiny, constantly changing. I forgive you, but more importantly i forgive myself for loving you when you arent able to love, you can only take what you want and you call that satisfaction love. The world out numbers us one and a half billion to one, so the odds are in my favor… Someday someone will see me as not only what i am but what i can become. I dont want my potential to be crushed beneath your disbelief. Ive had my fill of grief, washed your smell from off my sheets, but i cant forget you. My first thought, my last thought and you dont care if i bleed or if im breathing or not. When you spoke i listened, and when you would cry i would comfort you… Now im in so much pain and i dont have an ear to hear or a hand to comfort. Im shaking, im breaking, im dreaming of dying… Rescue me, give me a purpose for i am lost at sea and i dont know which way to go. The tide is rising. 12ewd