unlimited

I can see how you confused this for love. I dont think ive ever cared about someone as much as i do. its better to ache than bleed, body sore and head is split, im gonna work hard to get what i want, to get what i need. Having you around all the time brought stabilty to my life. I always had a tomorrow to look forward to, now im finding diferent ways to make it through the day without you. It takes all of my acting ability to smile for you, it takes every bit of strength i have to keep from crying. I cant just walk away from a half of a year, and i cant hate you… No matter how much i try, i still pity you, i still care for you, i still want you to be happy, with or without me. So i will bury my nose in a comic and try not to think about a time when we were the best together. Ewd 12