november over

we say that it could never be the way it used to be but couldn’t we try for something similar? It doesn’t have to be everyday, or even weekly but at the least i would like to spend one more day with you. Just because i love you so much doesn’t mean that you have to love me or that you can’t love someone else. For so long i thought i was the best that you could do, but i know im not the best and that is what you deserve. I just want you to be happy, and i can’t give you that, no one can, you will have to find that yourself, my young friend, beautiful angel who i think of first in the morning. I miss you! And i know why you stay away, you think if you do then maybe i will feel less towards you… I respect you for that and im sorry that instead of letting nature take its course i tried to rush your forgiveness… Everyone knew how bad it hurt, so it would be strange if i was back by your side so quickly… I will again, someday and that is why i will never say never. Ewd