11/24/2012

Please stop. I cant stand the way you look at me now. Just dont. Be mad at me forever for being honest, i dont care. No, i have hurt longer, worse than this, but i refuse to cry over what i miss. If this wasnt something worth fighting for then why the hell did we waste our time in the first place? I see what you are doing, you want me to hate you, and i would just as soon die than leave things like that. Ive stared down days as they melted off the clock, peeled back the calender until only bare walls are left, and i will never forget the moments, the love that i left behind, sometimes it hurts, but that pain defines me, makes me who i am. I was so sad, for so long, that its only fitting that i am o v e r the top when im happy. I just want you to be glad that you met me. ~ ewd 12