NoJoMo #24 Fail (POF update)

I try to do a entry everyday and fail. Just been so busy…………….Do you every feel like your going no where?…..Like your just waiting on death to come. Like the things you want and want to do are so out of reach there is no point in trying. The more you try the hard the fight is and when you are fighting alone, it gets hard and hard with every punch……I feel like that in life. I not sure why or what to do to stop it. But I do know I have no control and I can’t keep feeling this way.

Anyway speaking of been alone. I am still on POF and I think I am going to delete my profile. The men on this site are crazy. Maybe its just me but I think sex with a person you don’t know or care about is pointless. Sex is very over rated, there are to many diseases out there to just meet someone and have sex with them within 6 hours……….. Why within 10 min of talk to me, I need to know that you like to eat pussy and you want to know my bra size? I don’t really care for oral sex and are you planning on buying me some bras. Some of them have the nerve to say that they are not into drama or playing games but they have a girlfriend or a wife and they are just looking for someone who is going to be there for them. HEY ASSHOLE, YOU ALREADY DO HAVE SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU. AND YOU ARE TRYING TO CHEAT ON HER………… And then the guy who try to talk to you with problems. They say they’re the nice guy and all the women they meet only go for bad boys and only want to be mistreated and that all women have issues and  no woman want them cause they’re to nice. That is a bunch of BULLSHIT!!! If a man claims to be a nice guy, 9 times out of 10 he is going to fuck you over more ways than one.

I don’t want to be alone but I refuse to put up with bullshit. I’m not going to fuck someone hoping to build a relationship. I am not coming to him with lies and I’m not going to stand there and listen to lies. I just want a man who is single, that is looking to be honest with me and start out slow and see what happens. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK!

Well I guess I take my ass to bed it late and I’m so pissed I could write about this for hours but I’m not. So Good Night!

Much Love