Can’t sleep

I can’t sleep, I don’t know why. I have something really funny to tell you. Well the lady who does Shonna’s hair got married a few months ago. And I kept wondering who married her, she is not a ugly woman but she is very over weight and I know I am too. But I was thinking I’m out here looking just to get a date and here is a woman who is so over weight she never leaves the house and she just got married. What the hell is wrong with me.

Well, the other day I was sitting at her house while she was doing Shonna’s hair and her husband walk in the door. You could have blow me over, cause I use to date her husband. His name is Telly and one more thing the reason I broke up with him is because he is crazy. I mean really crazy, he gets a check and he use to be in the mental hospital where I worked part time. And when he saw me his eyes got so big and he almost fell in the door. It really is a small world. He act as if we never met so I did the same. Here I was jealous of this woman that she found someone, but I see there is no need to be jealous cause he scares me. LMBO!!!

……………………….I am think about having the bypass surgery to help me lose this weight. I am 5’10 and weight 398, if I can get down to 220 or 198 I would be so happy. I’m starting to have problem with my suger and my blood pressure. I have to lose weight. So starting today I will be working out and trying to control my eating and drinking soda. I have these zumba workout DVD. I am going to use them. Wish me luck. I will update on how I am doing.

Much Love Shan