7/28/05

       Sorry it’s been a minute. But nothing much is new. Iam still with Fred  and the kids are still bad as hell. And as for my job. Well let’s just say I love what I do. As for my babies daddys, Joe is still in Haiti and I’m trying to get my hands on his birth certificate, but that is easier said then done. His mother does not have a copy and Joe doesn’t seem to care if I find one or not. And now every week he as a story, why me and my mother should send him more and more money. But I told him that I don’t have any money  to be playing with and I can’t send nothing to him right now. That Joseph and Jashonna are both starting school in a few weeks and that my car is fucking up on me and that I need to move soon. Something is going on with Joe, but I don’t know what it is. I hope to god he is not on drugs. And now about James ( also know as my girls daddy on the OD). I try my best to be a friend to this man, one minute we are cool and laughing at the past and the present and then he says something to PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!!!!! You will not believe what he asked me to do. This son of a bitch asked me to sign over my rights to my girls. Have this mutherfucker lost his dam mind. I wouldn’t give him the rights to my dog so why in the hell would I give him my children. Ok, I know he is their father, but that don’t mean shit. About four years ago he left me homeless and pregant and didn’t care what happens to his children. Then he got that girl he with now pregant and he was not helping with the ones he already got. So I put his ass on child support and at the time he was work a good job, he had to pay me $565 a month and he owned me $10,000 in back pay. And two week after that he quit his job and has not been back to work in two and half years. Than he moved from Florida to New York with that girl and her five kids( and only one of them is his) and he didn’t tell me shit or the courts. She is the only one who is working in the house and he think I am going to send my girls up there to be last of five children. WHEN HELL FREEZE OVER AND WHITE RABBITS HOP ACROSS IT IN PINK FUCKING SLIPPER!!!! Yes, I hate that man and if he was not my girls daddy, I would just cut him off period.